JUMBLENESS!

Jumble is what I feel at this moment. Confused, upset, sad, and more. It feels like there is something in my chest, very claustrophobic. I realize I'm not grateful for what I have, all fused, all melted, my bones weak, such as difficult moves. Danked! Actually, if I'm grateful for everything I have, it'll never happen. It's human-deprivation, completely greedy, hypocritical round. But that's what we called as humanity, there aint a few people worse than me. Jealousy drains anything. And everything. Confide was never enough. I believe almost nothing for it. None. Forgive me Lord, for I have never thanked you.