GUILTY.

I really feel guilty. I really feel sad.
Imagine, all that I do never inline with what he thought.
Everything is opposite.
 
 But I realized, I did something not purely for my welfare, not for selfishness, but also for him.
Maybe it's just the way I was wrong in conveying what I mean.
I still care about you, I'm still worried about you, and of course I still love you.
 
Why did I just realized that I've been completely wrong? Why do you keep your pain so strong upon my treatment of you?
And while we're not a bind, you devote all your heart and your hurt to me. Why not all the time?
 
I'm not a perfect guy who could perfectly well in controlling the emotions of the soul. I need guidance.
I also know that I can't be guided all the times, but just remind me at least.
I also realized how great a sense of your patience to me though I have hurt you repeatedly.
For Godshake, I really feel guilty to you.
 
I'm sorry. Although you said that everything is over.
But my tounge still want to say sorry.
I'm sorry.