FINAL, GOODBYE.

Dear blog,
after one year we made and had a relationship, and its the time where we have to end everything we began. I didnt want this happen for sure, he did.
I didnt realized that along two weeks i didnt touch and gave the sweet acting as usual to him will end like this. geez...
all the things which is spinning inside my head are the moments we spent together.
happiness, sadness, togetherness, probs, fun, anger, everything.
oh God i cant hold this tears any longer.
how can i forget those sweet moments in a quick time, absolutely difficult, complicated.
july 3rd, everything is gone...
i dont believe it.
its too hard.
its not as easy as i imagine that we should begin our life personally. too much memories we created.
on his eyes, i have so many lacks. so many negatives attitudes.
*jerk* i may not hurt him anymore. as he said, its ENOUGH, we're just sibling right now.
i will always love you, everytime.
xo.